Mood: Hopeful
Hope.
The one thing that has always kept me here.
I have recently gone through something incredibly painful. It didn't hurt just me, either.
But with pain comes growth.
I realise I have many personality flaws that come from immaturity and insecurity, that I have endeavoured and am currently working on. I want to be a better person.
I also realise that what I had... and lost due to these flaws and other things, I held very dear, it was a one in a million thing, that made me feel more real and alive and worth something than anything ever before and is something I only ever dreamed could exist.
Now that I know it is real and can exist, I have this seed of hope growing in my heart that one day, in my future, I could possibly have something like this again.
I really ~hope~ so.
But I have a lot of growing to do... gotta water the seed and care for myself!
This one hope is what keeps me looking forward to the future...
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2 comments:
Eh? You need to keep me updated, dearie! What's this "something incredibly painful" you're talking about?
Long story. All the information that I can safely say without incrimination is up there already.
Sorry.
:/
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