Hmm...

Mood: Blank, Anticipating

I feel like I'm just existing.

It's never easy, losing something.

And so, I suppose this is how it feels, rejection.

So I'm gonna do the stupid woman thing... retail therapy. I'm going to go shopping and buy myself stuff.

I hate spending money on things I don't need, but anyway... some pretty shiny baubles might make me feel a bit happier.

For the record, I bought stuff, but I'm still sad.