Tuesday, March 23, 2010

The things we leave behind

Mood: Contemplative

I have started school, and I have left, I have made some friends, and I have lost some.

6 months on, it's gotten easier.

Friday, January 8, 2010

I got my license!

mood: happy

I didn't tell anyone except D and E that I had booked in, either!

Finally, I can legally drive my car on my own!

I'm so happy! My first drive on my license however, was exactly the same as any other time... since I still had D and E with me... it felt completely the same.

After I got home, I sat around, then I decided to go for a drive around my home town... I cranked up Muse on my stereo and drove off with this huge grin on my face! I thought I would be frightened or that it would feel wierd... but no! It felt AMAZING!

The test itself was pretty sketchy... I nearly failed the reverse park... I was just lucky that the gutter had miraculously been replaced with a driveway, so I went up that instead, thus passing the test.

I was so nervous, it didn't help that the tester was a bit of a cutie XD *blushes*

Ahh the joy of the green peas.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Stuff in general.

Mood: happy but pained.

I desperately need to get onto making my dress for this weekend!

I can't wait ^_^ It's gonna be a fun night no matter what happens, even though I know I have already won... it will be awesome all the same.

I have made my mask, I'll take a photo and upload it when I can.

Also had a driving lesson today, the car was super flashy, felt like I was in the cockpit of a Cessna!!!

I will be going for my test soon, early January. I will pass, I know that... I just am scared to drive on my own!

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Crap I forgot I had a blog.

Mood: mixed.

Yep.

*gives you all some 'sorry cake' and earl grey tea with lemon*

Spent the last few months actually working my frelling butt off.

Sim patient. Did so much of that work... do you know how it feels to be four different people in eight days? No? I do. ^_^ They pay me, so I'm happy.

It also feels nice to contribute to the education of med students.

I have done a couple of clowning gigs as well, I love working with the kids, they are so cute and find everything I do funny! ^_^

Also... I did some more street theatre, for which I must upload some images... but I haven't. I'm so lame!

X-My-Ass is coming... and for once, I had almost all my shopping done before December! Not bad for miss disorganised. *cheers*

All this with the mishap of my expired bank card, which I still can't use due to the fact that I do not have a pin number yet... :/

And also... I won a G award! Not bad... although I was practically the only one in my category XD. I'm still relatively happy about it, and I get to stay down where they are being held for a night. ^_^ Taking a couple of new friends I met through theatre, they are two really awesome people and they are probably the cutest couple there ever could be! If only everyone could be in love like they seem to be *grins*. A is also coming and since he is awesome fun, I'm really looking forward to going. I am not too concerned about the actual award, since I never ever act for awards... the night itself will be fun enough for me!

We are staying in the same caravan park as we did for the one act play festival, which might trigger my emo... there are memories of that place that I just can't remove. I am trying my hardest to forget and move on, but some days it is really hard. I am glad I will be spending it with some really cool people who will tell me to stop being emo if I start crying. XD

Also, D has been practicing hypnosis, and I'm seeing some amazing results in both me and E.

News Spoons:

* I won a G award!

* I have been working my butt off... but feeling rewarded!

* I've done some poetry and story readings to be aired on radio next year.

* E has been approved for an aide next year, and he will have the same teacher as this year!

* We went to a special kids christmas party in the city, which E had an awesome time at!

*I have been painting, and playing piano.

* I am attempting to sew my dress for G awards. I will upload a pic when I'm done!

bye for now, I'll try and update more often!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Rumination.

Feeling: Meta...

Existence.
Living.
Dying.
Dreaming.
Feeling.
Colours.
Painting.
Drawing.
Seeing.
Being.
Believing.
Faith.
Hope.
Disintegration.
Memory.
Fade.
Sun.
Moon.
Light.
Lemon.

None of this means anything.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Searching.

Mood: sad.

My little son ran away.

He's back now, but there are reasons he ran away which I need to sort through.

Pain.

Mood: pensive, thoughtful.

Pain is a gift.

To learn from life, we must feel pain.

Pain is a punishment.

To learn from our mistakes, we must feel pain.

Never let go, hold it close.

Keep the gift that life gives you.

I want to play paintball.

I don't want to do anything to alleviate it.

In fact, I want create more of it.